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 Friday, October 9, 2009  0 comment(s)
last time here was like one month ago.finally,Eoy over. not feeling relaxed in anyway,i should have studied hard for it,now i regretted it after taking the exam.i felt that i have yet to take any exams.i felt like i was still living in June. papers by papers,it feels like i have done from bad to worse. everyday i tell myself,there is a next paper tmr,get over this one and stop thinking about it. i just can't get over it!esp the maths paper today.it is like a killer paper to me.both a maths and e maths,e maths slightly better,at least can do,a maths,i spend most of time wondering what is the qstn asking about and how to "show" the ans stated on paper,all i do is to try to get the answer they want without knowing why and how we need to do this step. :( i can't relay on my maths and my sciences alr,all my answers are like wrong...i very scared i can't pass all these papers.maybe i won't have the chance to take 4H2 next year le. the most saddening part is the chinese paper i also flunked,the essay...i was so...haiz,my problem...and the comprehension,i don't really understand it in the first place. this whole EOY is like so saddening. tmr i am going nanjing with the BSP people,don't even understand why i need to go. they say go experience china lifestyle and let the china people come here and experience singapore lifestyle,but hello i am from china,i know and experienced their type of lifestyle and in singapore,seriously theres not much difference coz i also use chinese in and out of home... haiz,maybe i should just take the time to think about my future and to emo over my EOY,then after the trip,come back to face the EOY results' reality. i am expecting the results to come back faster,but also not willing to see the results that i have,dilemma isn't it.haiz... 你让我手足无措，到底该怎么样面对你，到底该怎么样忘记你。 或许这是一种惩罚，让我明白我不应因一件纯属巧合的事情而陷得太深。 s1t1ng1u-snowtears |