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 Sunday, February 8, 2009  0 comment(s)
 怎么办？如果你不是那么难接近的人，或许我会直接找你交谈。 i have enough of waiting,enough of this unsecure feeling,can u just blow me up,i dont want to feel depress anymore,dont want to feel sorry anymore. when i stared into the mirror today,i cant believe that the person staring back is me.in just a few month,i've changed so much,i prefer the younger me.now,i cant see myself in the mirror anymore,i saw someone else,someone unfamiliar,someone i dont know. how i wish time could stop here,how i wish i wouldnt be thinking so much when i am not really supposed to. guess i am just obsessed,guess i am just driven mad as i wait by my handphone without it ringing,guess i am just crazy enough to check email every single minute in hope to find something i want. this is not suppose to be like this,EVERYTHING IS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE THIS. somehow,i felt so stupid for trusting,and so cheated.but somehow again,i felt so ashamed to have this thought. what should i do now?i cant find any answers though.nobody can provide me a good one,neither myself. so pissed with myself,my impatience,and for constantly bothering others. i felt lost.in everything. s1t1ng1u-snowtears |