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 Saturday, January 10, 2009  0 comment(s)
 忧郁过后，是否会再次看到放晴的天空？tmr's gonna be a busy day.i feel that i am going to have lack of sleep again next week.this is sort of crazy waking up at545am every morning to go to school,forcing my eyes to be open for the first few lessons and almost slept through the last few with my eyes open,throwing hwk everywhere without doing them,insanity,but this is life isnt it? kept on getting thristy today.drink a few cups of waters alr. and the good thing is...my water heater finally come!no need to bathe with cold water le!this is like FINALLY... haiz,after so many events taking place,i found that there are so many barriers in the life,its really u choice on how to deal with it,to smile and be positive,or to cry and be pessimistic,the ending are both same,just the process would be different.however, even though after so many years,i have learnt to smile when i have pain in my heart,i learnt to laugh when the atmosphere is discomforting,this suppressing caused sth to pile up inside of me,now all these are leaking out,therefore,i seemed to be overwhelmed with sadness. i am tired of listening to people telling me their excitement when it has nothing to do with me. i am tired of toleranting people's nonsense. i am tired of people talking craps about me and make me uncomfortable. i am tired of people being outstanding. i am tired of mixing with a group of people i dont really know. i am tired of people speaking chinese. i am tired of people hiding some secrets that i already noe. i am tired of myself being ridiculous and bad-tempered. i am tired of myself being such a useless person whose words are bigger than actions. i am tired of me crapping here.so,therefore,i shall stop complaining and fullstop. 你可以帮我找回自己吗？现在的我，突然失去了目标，失去了理智，总是望着车窗外的风景发呆，总是不想说话，总是觉得压力虽然事实上并没有，总是心里闷闷的难受。 我，到底是怎么了？ s1t1ng1u-snowtears
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