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 Saturday, April 19, 2008  0 comment(s)
 有时候我真的好累好累，很想放下身上的重担找群朋友熬夜畅谈，把一切的不愉快全都摆在眼前然后把它们一个个地丢掉。一直这样坚持着，每天都在不停地对自己说：过了就好了，一切就会好了。对啊!若是一切都过了那怎么办？若是一切都失去了那怎么办？若是什么都没有了那怎么办？不想那么快就放弃，因为不想那么快就认输。人生苦短，后悔的事情不可以做太多。 suddenly started to love songs without singing lyrics.esp the final fantasy piano version songs.it has been such a long time since i really settle down to type and listen music in such a manner.indeed i should be studying now.but i am not in a mood to. lets talk about today.great day isnt it.thought i should be as "happy" to go back sch for full rehearse.tmr sunday,now no more resting day again.tired. being a light bulb today again.feel so outcasted. i hate being insulted.i hate walking around dont noe what to do.i hate looking at people who i dont even noe.i hate being scolded.i hate seeing someone flirting with other people.i hate being in the midst of no where.i hate myself for not able to find a hole and put myself in there.i hate being emo.i hate being left out.i hate being a light bulb.i hate being quiet.i hate all these... what am i suppose to do? these days so much things happened.i often told myself to be contented with what i have.yup,when i did that,i feel like no one.so small and tiny.with nothing good and nothing bad.juz normal.i hate being normal. nx week got biology test.i noe nothing abt DNA molecules and we were tested.how? then still got what.PE!oh man.darnit,i am going to be dead on thursday. then?giving back tests.wanting to see the marks but it's scary! more.need to come with something to fulfill my life.my life now is juz like a piece of tasteless cake.(cream indicate bunden) somemore?28th got full dress rehearsal,which means nx week going to have alot of paixi. i desperately want a chalet now!i want to relax(which i noe i cant)... i have an urge to cry. it is so hard for me to think positive.Virgo tend to be more pessimistic sometime. s1t1ng1u-snowtears
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