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 Thursday, April 24, 2008  0 comment(s)
 对一个朋友：是你改变了？还是我的观点不一样了。朋友说你的确变了很多。是变好了？还是变坏了？我没有个结论，只觉得我们之间的距离越来越远，就好像中间隔了一堵墙，究竟是什么因素让你起了如此的变化，究竟是什么事情让我们产生了隔阂。突然觉得，你好陌生。headache. bio test today.so many dont noe how to do,so anyhow put answer in. screwed up again.haiz.depressed. run 2.4km today,at least pass!and i overdo myself.15min+.aokun's class running with us,he's 22 positions in front of me-_-nvm la,guys mah. today during paixi,when aokun ask me about my sec2 GPA score.i was embarrased to say it.then fabain say he got GPA3.5 for sec1.imagine 2 juniors in font of me,comparing GPA.how embarrased.i am not sure if i screw my tests somemore,would i ever be able to get 3.2 even.i MUST get rid of all the Cs and get As,if not Bs at least. moving towards this goal is draining all my strength away.is this target too far?or juz i am not hardworking enough.i pick the second factor.
i am annoyed.we are in 2 different situation.for u,ya,u have the potential to pick up the CCA to be the first option,but me?i cant,study is my life.if only u would want to donate some marks to me to pull my grades up,then i will joyfully involve myself in those stuff u ask me to do.but now it isnt the case.let me tell u:we are from 2 different worlds. maybe i should make this clear.i am not so much clever as those in our class,so what i can do is juz to keep on pushing myself.i am glad that i am involved in the whole thing,however,it is not my life,i cant possibly hang onto this when i grow up in order to get myself a successful career. passion and career is different. back to the topic.i think i cant screw up anymore tests,or else,i am really "dead"!HELP!T.T tmr&saturday-paixi. monday&wednesday-full dress rehearse. thursday-qingchun! jiayou!something i want to say.thank u for tolerate me.(i know u all have no choice but to)thank u for being here with me.(again,i know u all have no choice but to)thank u for laughing along with me.(i know thats kind of idiotic)thank u for giving me this wonderful experience.(i know u all dont like it,but bear with me)i know that now we dont feel like it,but after the whole thing when we come to think about it.it would be such a good time that we spent together.(maybe that only applies to me) all in all.jiayou!加油！ 你就这样看着我 我不敢直视你的眼睛 害怕看见那可望而不可即的眼神 害怕站在你一旁的女生不开心 你这样站着 我就这样僵硬地立着 明明不想在乎 心却还是不住地颤抖 s1t1ng1u-snowtears
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