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 Friday, March 28, 2008  0 comment(s)
 寂寞，永远属于不甘落寞的人。它始终是改不掉的习惯。 i usually dont put this type of comments in my blog.but now,i am emoing,so i should left all my common logics to stand at the side. fine.lets tok about today. sports day and alot of cheering under the scorching sun.well,this make me darker.i totally dont understand what the shelter on our head for.but anw,i get very HIGH.ok,to some extent yes. then after sports day is paixi.well,i was late after finishing my lunch at bugis with junyan,jinxin and jiahui.ok,then they suggest me not to go for the paixi,but however, i still go.100%not breaking any promises i made. fine. then what,when i rushed there with my legs so sore.i get all kinds of black faces. so i put up a black face too.wad d.i come u all still say i very "early"ho. anw also get black faces must well be late la. ok,during paixi was emoing.thinking that i cant finish all my stuffs and hand it in on time.100%perfectionist.i must obey this rule. then after paixi,i waited there until i want to sleep le.then i finally noe whats going on. we got paixi on everyday of the nx week. fine. kill me then.so many tests,so many hwks,so many paixi. drama was fun.i admit it.and i love drama really.but repeatedly playing the same action make me feel sian. then right after the whole thing.one comment on me was made:我不认真。 各位同胞们，我怎么不认真了。没错，我是每次迟到，但我每次都是最后几个走的。我发挥不好角色，对不起，我的错，是我演技太烂，我怕等会儿真正放开了，我就再也找不回我自己了。叫我不要笑，我的本能，我已经尽力去改了。再说我有说过什么废话吗？你们一个个配好了站在那里，我只不过当个哑巴电灯泡而已。在家里我也有练啊！为什么每次说我退步?我是个腼腆的人你又不是不知道，还让我打扮成这样，我不是动都不敢动了？ 我不是不喜欢排戏，只是每次都被骂。每次我都像个花瓶，傻愣愣地站在那里，我真的感觉自己很呆。 我很想演戏，很珍惜有这样的机会，所以选择不放弃，但是你把我对它的那份执著全都打散了。我真的感觉一无是处。 first time i put my thoughts so clearly here.not to scold anyone,not to blame anyone. i am juz feeling useless. then when i finally go to the bus stop while waiting for my bus to come and "bring" me to home.it finally come after 10mins and then splash all the rainwater on the road on me. fine. unlucky day. then this remind me of seeing a cockroach in the house at 5.30am in the morning today.this made me even more depressed. what kind of day is today.how i wish that i can turn to someone for help.this remind me of a clever person i saw today.however,my sadness and emoness cover all my other feelings. s1t1ng1u-snowtears
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