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 Saturday, March 15, 2008  0 comment(s)
 每一天都想着某样将要离去的事物，每一天都抱着患得患失的愁怅，每一天都在等待某个遥远的日子，每一天都在奋力地寻找只属于自己的空间，每一天都看着快要变黑的天空发愣，每一天都因为某个突如其来的灵感而失眠...总觉得这样的每一天都过得好累。i have tried my best.i tot i can do better?no,i should have done better. but why i didnt make it.coz i never try hard enough?ya,i tried hard enough,but i am not suitable for doing that action only. i think u've got the wrong person.ok,u didnt,but i felt so depressed,i felt so useless. but u always scold me.not that i didnt try,but it's hard to put my image aside.i cant live without image. i dont want to be that sort of person i am suppose to be on stage.i am frustrated with myself too.but i cant help it.i am shy in natural,this is my ultimate open part already. i can capture the tone.but u should know i am lack in doing actions,therefore,i dont like PE,which made me move alot. i dont what should i do now.i've tried all sorts of ways,even in front of the mirror.but i just dont seem to put myself in that place. my faith brought me here.i tot i can do it,but yet the goal seemed so far. i am in depression-for being such a useless "rubbish bin"-->every1 seemed to be throwing their agony into me.but i cant find another "rubbish dump"to throw my depair. 明知道你不是我该等的人 我却仍要看着你 看你为了另一个人而微笑 我到底该有什么样的表情 我就这样看着你傻笑 在一个角落 为你快乐为你难过 不曾奢望有一天你的笑容会属于我 只希望有一天你能看到我的骄傲 为我鼓一次掌 s1t1ng1u-snowtears
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