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 Monday, February 11, 2008  0 comment(s)
 我看着你专注的眼神，猜想着，是什么让你和快乐那么相像？我明白在你眼里我是多么平凡，因为你在我眼中也是平凡的。是什么？到底是什么？让你如此快乐？你的生活不少压力，不少难过啊！为什么你会快乐？我站在你的眼前，看着你倦了的模样，终于笑了，一笑竟合不上嘴。你不是我快乐的原因，我相信你不是的。我不想为了你而快乐、难过。所以我要去找自己的快乐，请你告诉我快乐的秘诀好吗？well,a day that release me early from the cage...actually we end very early,but after the paixi stuff,i reach home at 4.30+pm... i bring myself to this far,but not sure whether i can make it or not...all those passion on the spot driven me to take one and another challenge,but apart from these there are so many things to worry about...i think i am stressing myself,stress is not given by the others but myself...sometimes,i am wondering what am i doing here?for what kind of reason that bring me this far? i should find myself an answer. which is able to convience myself. tmr is tuesday,the week has juz started,i am not sure what to look forward to...another holiday?that will be march,and before that,there are so many CTs...another friday?yup,maybe,but sad to say,my friday is totally ruined,this made me think whether i should quit doing something so "important",i dont see any hope,sorry...another weekend?ya,before that,there are 4 more days to go through,in this bloody long process u can juz become a stone...another tomorrow?well,maybe thats what i can be waiting for,and what i must be looking forward to,when the sun open its eyes in the morning juz behind that far-end of clouds,the day has already begin itself,lets juz wish there will always be a tmr,and everything stays the same throughout... i am moody today. during the paixi,i was laughing throughout.but somehow, it was so different,something is absent. something was gone. i was feeling so empty. i was thinking that i am lonely,i felt so weird.this remind me of 2Anzio,i miss my classmates so much,dont noe why,i juz cant find the suitable one in my new class to pour out my feeling towards,well,good friends i have,but not those kind which i can say anything i want to...this is so hard,this life to adpt to a new surroundings...i think i am turning old,reluctant to leave my old environment... so sad. somehow felt so leftout. for no reason. no,cant be sad during chinese new year. so i should stay happy. there,i am happy again,wish this will last for many many years! 听说有一个古老的神话 只有真正相爱的两个人才能明白它的真谛 s1t1ng1u-snowtears
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